Existence, Life and Enlightenment (part 1)

You have probably heard what enlightenment or bliss is and you have probably heard it is attainable through meditation.

Now it's time to raise some questions :

What if there is no freewill, so the idea of attaining enlightenment or bliss through meditation is not certain. if you have the genes, brains and the mindset to go through meditation on a discipline, then congrats : you may attain bliss. what if bliss happens to people who have a genetical/neurological mutation or anomaly? what if bliss is the next step of evolution and man is going through the second step? 

What if we are branches of the tree of life, dancing to the winds of an expanding whole? what if we don't exist as entities and these bodies work on their own like computers do and consciousness is a simple part of this computer ? what if we don't exist, never have existed and never will exist. what if it's all nothingness...? and that's what so called enlightened people mean when they say you have been enlightened all along and you don't become enlightened. 

We keep raising questions about environmental concerns and how humans are destroying rain forests and such. but aren't we part of the evolution of life? aren't we part of life itself? does that mean life is destroying itself? does that mean life is a self-destructive phenomena?

What if life is but a self-destructive phenomena, made in coincidence out of the creation of cosmos or what scientists call the big bang? what if nothing became something and that something is destroying itself? what if nothing exists and everything exists and we are rainbows made out of the white light of existence and the raindrops of coincidence?

And to answer your question, NO I'm not on LSD.