IT FEELS GOOD!

I took something about 60/100 Clonazepam pills 3/4 days ago. The amnesia doesn't let me remember when or how much but it feels good... for the third time/maybe more, in my life, I feel good and relaxed. I can be a jerk and not self-conscious and use my intelligence to fuck with people and have some good ol' sadistic fun. Hope not to have a shitty withdrawal... I'm receiving my pills soon so it's just the time in between that I'm worried to have a panic attack or something.