My Familiar Dream

I often have this dream, strange, penetrating,
Of a woman, unknown, whom I love, who loves me,
And who’s never, each time, the same exactly,
Nor, exactly, different: and knows me, is loving.

Oh how she knows me, and my heart, growing

Clear for her alone, is no longer a problem,
For her alone: she alone understands, then,
How to cool the sweat of my brow with her weeping.

Is she dark, blonde, or auburn? – I’ve no idea.
Her name? I remember it’s vibrant and dear,
As those of the loved that life has exiled.

Her eyes are the same as a statue’s eyes,
And in her voice, distant, serious, mild,
The tone of dear voices, those that have died.

-My Familiar Dream by Paul Verlaine (Poèmes Saturniens: Mélancholia VI), Translated by A. S. Kline

The True Balance (Making Of A Hero)

"The key to inner peace on a journey of self-discovery is to live between the worlds, not attached nor detached to one or the other. 
It is a paradox in the first glance yet It is only the one eager and ambitious enough to reach on this journey that can realize individual needs don't stand on the way of compassion or self/god-realization. These two worlds complete each other, and in this integration of the microcosm and the macrocosm, a hero is born." 

-Emanuel Nobody

Like This...

"If anyone asks you
how the perfect satisfaction
of all our sexual wanting
will look, lift your face
and say,

Like this.

When someone mentions the gracefulness
of the nightsky, climb up on the roof
and dance and say,

Like this.

If anyone wants to know what "spirit" is,
or what "God’s fragrance" means,
lean your head toward him or her.
Keep your face there close.

Like this.

When someone quotes the old poetic image
about clouds gradually uncovering the moon,
slowly loosen knot by knot the strings
of your robe.

Like this.

If anyone wonders how Jesus raised the dead,
don’t try to explain the miracle.
Kiss me on the lips.

Like this. Like this.

When someone asks what it means
to "die for love," point
here.

If someone asks how tall I am, frown
and measure with your fingers the space
between the creases on your forehead.

This tall.

The soul sometimes leaves the body, the returns.
When someone doesn’t believe that,
walk back into my house.

Like this.

When lovers moan,
they’re telling our story.

Like this.

I am a sky where spirits live.
Stare into this deepening blue,
while the breeze says a secret.

Like this.

When someone asks what there is to do,
light the candle in his hand.

Like this.

How did Joseph’s scent come to Jacob?

Huuuuu.

How did Jacob’s sight return?

Huuuu.

A little wind cleans the eyes.

Like this.

When Shams comes back from Tabriz,
he’ll put just his head around the edge
of the door to surprise us

Like this."

-Rumi

The Lost Key To Understanding and Harmony

See everyone and everything in your self and your self in everyone and everything. That's the ultimate truth to be lived and not just pass by as a cliche new-agy concept. The interconnected web of life is a moment to moment experience that we all have our share of. 
   So this way you can achieve harmony with the people you struggle with, wether it's family or your lifetime arch-enemy. Harmony is a process of self-transformation and not the effort to change the other. yet through changing your self, you change the whole world in the most fundamental sense. 

-Emanuel  

Painting : Reaching For Understanding by Brandy Smith

The Art Of Integration

Power is limited, Love is unbound. The acquisition of power through love and becoming the creative force of love through empowerment planted in one's truth is the art of integration. Or put simply the implementation of love in power and power in love. The art that masters have learnt and taught for centuries. 

-Emanuel Nobody 

Picture : Eagle Eye by Amanda Horst

Xanthosis

A blast of Nigredo, Two milligrams of Clonazepam, A little chit chat with the Sage, some Music, Itunes Jelly visuals... and I'm Beyond numbers; Transcending Shit into GOLD! NO REASON... Absolutely NO REASON. ECSTASY... INTEGRATION... and LOVE... That's all. 

Feeling Is Everything

Feeling is everything... 

If you Feel, you're alive
If you Feel, you're protected
If you Feel, you're loved
If you Feel, you have everything you need to set the controls for the heart of the SUN

Here's What You Can Do Right Now!

Here's what you can do to heal earth and her inhabitants right now :

-Don't trust the media

-Don't go to wars and don't send your children either, only defend when necessary.

-Use renewable energies to power up your house and use green (preferabley electric) vehicles for transportation.

(And don't forget geothermal which I think is a big part of the energy supply in iceland right now consider something over 80% of their energy is renewable!)

-Eat organic food (and even home grown if possible)

-Don't let them take away your basic rights, fight for it with all you have. 

-Share as much as you can, including this post and remember sharing is not just something on facebook...

(I may expand and explain each one in future posts but only the great grand father knows what I'm gonna do the next minute so don't expect anything:)

Anna and Nemo

My second favorite movie couple after Arwen and Aragorn...

On Respect And Compassion (Part 1)

The Goddess

She comes from everywhere... To this Mr Nobody, sharing the wisdom of ages, the unconditional love of a mother. By her love and wisdom I am blessed not worthy enough to kiss her feet...

The Jaguar

The Jaguar is calling out to me

To face my fears and attachments

Let go and swim into the ocean of love and bliss

Painting No.16.7.2012

One

This is from the first time that I experienced bliss (three weeks of absolute intoxication)
Fear... no more
Agony… no more
Reason… no more than a slave
For the child that dances to the rhythm of the sun 
And for the two that become one

Inertia… no more
Pain… no more
Separation… no more
For the child that dances to the rhythm of the sun
And for the two that become one

Merged in bliss and tranquility
Merged in love and ecstasy
Merged in the golden dance of intoxication

Two… no more
Two… no more
For the one that found the heart of the sun
For the one that is no more two… but ONE

And for the one that is no more… but GONE

I Follow The Dawn

I don't follow a cult, I simply express myself with familiar words in unfamiliar ways... I don't bear light nor darkness... I don't bear love nor hate. I simply follow the dawn and love and light come on their own...

Dream : Heart Shapes And Little Stars

Two college students were in love and drawing each other heart shapes instead of writing their homework...

Strangely enough, I was the cool professor of their class doing his job but after seeing the looks they exchanged I said fuck it, sat in the middle.and started putting little stars next to their heart shapes... 

I'm MUSICAL

I'm musical... I feel in music, I think in music... I smoke in music... I fuckin shit in music. 

I think in Philip Glass and King Crimson, talk in Giraffes Giraffes?!, get nervous breakdown in Radiohead, smoke and fall in love in Mark Lanegan, dance in Acid Jazz, shit in Blue Grass, get angry in Slipknot... and have sex in Justin Timberlake.

If your music matches mine... welcome to my life. if not then we're just gonna pass by or have a one dimensional relationship/friendship. 


Update (4/7/2012) : Ok, replace all the above bands with Helios except when I'm angry I think it's still Slipknot and when I'm having a nervous breakdown maybe Burzum works for me...