The Chameleon Medicine

"Sometimes you have to be who you are not in order to be who you are. That is the mystery of the chameleon medicine" 

-Emanuel Nobody 

Photo by anginelson.deviantart.com/

A Dare to The Wanderers of Deep Waters

"Neptune defies Uranus as Uranus defies Saturn. Yet if you contemplate the forces of diversity, wether through heavenly bodies (astrology), Numerology, Mythology or even Psychology, you will see that they work in harmony. How can that be? One defying the other yet working toward the same goal?

These two heavenly bodies share a trait and that's rebellion and ultimately freedom. The difference is Uranus (The Rebellious Brother) rebells toward authorities, ideas and points of view. Yet Neptune (The Esoteric Sister) strangely rebells against herself. And through the path of the mystic comes unio mystica.
To you the child of Neptune, wanderer of deep waters, the real question is : Do you have the guts to dance through the mist, walking through your demons and step into clarity? Do you have the guts to be vulnerable enough to achieve union with your authentic self? Do you have the guts for the mystical union?
The dissolution of inertia and the absolution of unity."

-Emanuel Nobody

True Expression Of Your Truth

"Do not define yourself and express your truth by what you have been influenced by in any terms or in other words do not defines yourself with your the past. Instead define yourself and express your truth by the medium of will and a grounded realization in immortality. Be that which you strive to be"

-Emanuel Nobody

Artwork by Arienea Willow 

The True Balance (Making Of A Hero)

"The key to inner peace on a journey of self-discovery is to live between the worlds, not attached nor detached to one or the other. 
It is a paradox in the first glance yet It is only the one eager and ambitious enough to reach on this journey that can realize individual needs don't stand on the way of compassion or self/god-realization. These two worlds complete each other, and in this integration of the microcosm and the macrocosm, a hero is born." 

-Emanuel Nobody

Like This...

"If anyone asks you
how the perfect satisfaction
of all our sexual wanting
will look, lift your face
and say,

Like this.

When someone mentions the gracefulness
of the nightsky, climb up on the roof
and dance and say,

Like this.

If anyone wants to know what "spirit" is,
or what "God’s fragrance" means,
lean your head toward him or her.
Keep your face there close.

Like this.

When someone quotes the old poetic image
about clouds gradually uncovering the moon,
slowly loosen knot by knot the strings
of your robe.

Like this.

If anyone wonders how Jesus raised the dead,
don’t try to explain the miracle.
Kiss me on the lips.

Like this. Like this.

When someone asks what it means
to "die for love," point
here.

If someone asks how tall I am, frown
and measure with your fingers the space
between the creases on your forehead.

This tall.

The soul sometimes leaves the body, the returns.
When someone doesn’t believe that,
walk back into my house.

Like this.

When lovers moan,
they’re telling our story.

Like this.

I am a sky where spirits live.
Stare into this deepening blue,
while the breeze says a secret.

Like this.

When someone asks what there is to do,
light the candle in his hand.

Like this.

How did Joseph’s scent come to Jacob?

Huuuuu.

How did Jacob’s sight return?

Huuuu.

A little wind cleans the eyes.

Like this.

When Shams comes back from Tabriz,
he’ll put just his head around the edge
of the door to surprise us

Like this."

-Rumi

Becoming The Unknown

Become unrecognizable and unpredictable to yourself and you have attained. 

-Emanuel Nobody

Artwork : blank book interface texture by http://40watt.biz

There Is This Really Funny Joke!

I looked into the eye of fear and I found a really funny joke there... the problem is I can't explain it in words, you have to see for yourself to laugh your ass off!! 

Look out... here it comes!! There is nothing funnier... I assure you. 

So yeah, there is this really funny joke called FEAR... 

Four Doors To The Eternal

My version of the four direction teachings : 

I Pass Through...

Defying the laws,
I pass through...

I pass through in hunger
And I pass through in pressure
And I pass through the eye of the needle...

My Whole Life Is Full Of Jokes

On Authentic Spirituality

The true rebellion, is not when one raises a colorful flag with courage and goes against for example consumerism, environmental damage, LGBT rights and such, Not that these aren't precious or necessary but the true rebellion is a one man's path at most with the help of a rebel who has crossed the path before. 

The true rebellion is psychological (More Jungian than Freudian) in nature. The true rebellion is spiritual in nature. When one goes against what philosophers have called existential anguish during the history of western philosophy specially focused on the human mind and emotion, the inevitable determined nature of being confined in a state of confusion, doubt, fear, anger, unhappiness and boredom (if there is a hint of intelligence, it gets worse)... what my dear existentialist friends call an unchangeable fact of human nature. 

During human history only a few have dared to rebel against this "unchangeable" nature of the middle man... the man that is not animal anymore yet to become a god. The man that thinks, questions, develops grudge, desires and achieves... what he wills, at least most of the time. 

He searches for something that has been missing since the birth trauma (or even further before)... something simple, you could call it peace of mind or simply put, peace. 

I had a glimpse, (here he goes again! haha), something about three weeks of no thinking, inner peace, unconditional love and constant bliss not mentioning how everyday tasks as a 16/17 year old boy became so beautiful that making my bed was like kissing the lips of the goddess herself... No logic, absolutely no logic can explain what happened during those three weeks specially if you know me close enough to see my rage attacks, mental distractions and ongoing anxiety (popping pills like candy)
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It faded away... but I'm ok. it's dark, the light comes and goes but I'm mostly in the twilight waiting for the red serpent to say hello, waiting for the touch of her thumb on my forehead, to roar... to roar like a lion freed from his cage after a long long time, to couple with his mate again.

The Artist

Only a true artist who has left the world of words behind can understand the true nature of existence... Others are bound to struggle until they find a piece of art and cling to it; And then again after a while they are bound to struggle until they learn to paint...

Speak To Me

Oh Great Goddess with thousand and one faces reaching through the dense matter to bring gifts to the broken and weary,


Speak to me through the language of no words
Speak to me through the sound of music and the aroma of the sacred lotus
Speak to me through the hidden colors of the rainbow
Speak to me through the spirit of the dawn
Speak to me through the language of no words
Speak to me through the language of no words 
Speak to me through the language of no words


As I am yours... You are mine.


One like the morning star
One like the child that dances to the rhythm of the rising sun 
We shall be one
And I shall be GONE

The Goddess

She comes from everywhere... To this Mr Nobody, sharing the wisdom of ages, the unconditional love of a mother. By her love and wisdom I am blessed not worthy enough to kiss her feet...

Face Thy Fears

It is through one's fears that one achieves a higher truth ,a higher pleasure. Fear is the main element of man's existential anxiety. through facing it the phrase "Know Thy Self" comes into manifestation.


Face Thy Fears
Know Thy Self

The Jaguar

The Jaguar is calling out to me

To face my fears and attachments

Let go and swim into the ocean of love and bliss

On Cannabis

Smoking Cannabis is a disrespectful way of using it. it must be taken orally and not for the intention of running away from one's agony or problems but to receive guidance from the goddess... Cannabis has been underrated in it's spiritual potentials in the west but it has been used for centuries in the east (Ganja) for spiritual purposes. Given the right amount, the right environment and the right mindset, it can be a very powerful spiritual tool. It is important to remember it should be taken orally(tincture or oil based) at most once a week for spiritual purposes or even once a month (higher amount), alone and with humility toward the whole.


Om Shanti Shanti Shanti Om
Om Mani Padme Hum 

And She Spoke...

Om Shanti Shanti Shanti Om

The Prayer To Dawn (EOS)

First of all DO WHAT THOU WILT SHALL BE THE WHOLE OF THE LAW and this is nothing but a creative expression of mine which I believe have received from the divine mother whose blessings I carry... so if you think it's bullshit, it is and if you think it's beautiful and worth doing every dawn, DO AS THOU FUCKIN WILT :

(It is very important for this to be done at the time of dawn)

(Chant your personal chant, prepare the settings as you like)

"In the name of the divine dawn(EOS)

Whose intoxicating relief of the first light inspires indigo dreams of awe and beauty

With the death of darkness, I shall arose to your heights with a killing thirst in the desert of here and now for your truth which I have sought all along the journey of my life

I offer you the flower (Preferably Morning Glories then Prostrate to the east and put the flower on the altar while your forehead is still touching the ground) these words and my love 

Breath thy spirit into me 

Breath thy spirit into me

Breath thy spirit into me

And I shall be yours

Surrendered to your will I am but a feather guided by the rising sun 

Surrendered to your will I am but a feather guided by the rising sun

Surrendered to your will I am but a feather guided by the rising sun 

In the name of the dawn, may the two become one

In the name of the dawn, may the two become one

In the name of the dawn, may the two become one 

(Repeat as many times as you like)

Let me see the unseen, hear the unheard and touch the untouched

In the name of the divine dawn(EOS)

May all attain peace within

And be the rising sun

(Chant your personal chant)

Oh, Divine Dawn (EOS) whose tail of light I follow

I salute thee"