The Chameleon Medicine

"Sometimes you have to be who you are not in order to be who you are. That is the mystery of the chameleon medicine" 

-Emanuel Nobody 

Photo by anginelson.deviantart.com/

Book Worm Unleashed!

The Tibetan Book Of The Dead is waiting for me somewhere hidden on a bookshelf. I just hope I don't rush Conversations With God because it has been truly an inspirational source... :)

The Lost Key To Understanding and Harmony

See everyone and everything in your self and your self in everyone and everything. That's the ultimate truth to be lived and not just pass by as a cliche new-agy concept. The interconnected web of life is a moment to moment experience that we all have our share of. 
   So this way you can achieve harmony with the people you struggle with, wether it's family or your lifetime arch-enemy. Harmony is a process of self-transformation and not the effort to change the other. yet through changing your self, you change the whole world in the most fundamental sense. 

-Emanuel  

Painting : Reaching For Understanding by Brandy Smith

The Art Of Integration

Power is limited, Love is unbound. The acquisition of power through love and becoming the creative force of love through empowerment planted in one's truth is the art of integration. Or put simply the implementation of love in power and power in love. The art that masters have learnt and taught for centuries. 

-Emanuel Nobody 

Picture : Eagle Eye by Amanda Horst

The Creative Equilibrium of The Strange

We shape the collective memory and the collective memory affects us, That's basically how astrology and numerology work. Otherwise we created the twelve month cycle, we associated different qualities with a group of numbers, stars and planets. so it would seem ridiculous to the critical mind for our creation to affect us in such powerful ways, yet we are far from understanding the very complex laws of relativity between the patterns of our psyche and the physical universe. The energy exchange between the microcosm and the macrocosm, each influencing the other. This is the integration of physics and psychology at it's best. 

The Living Koan

"The god-man is a living koan of singularized complexity. A psilocybin mushroom grown on a pile of camel dung waiting for you to speak the unspeakable, to listen to the incomprehensible... and COMPREHEND!"

-Emanuel

The Artist

Only a true artist who has left the world of words behind can understand the true nature of existence... Others are bound to struggle until they find a piece of art and cling to it; And then again after a while they are bound to struggle until they learn to paint...

Life

"It should be written on every schoolroom blackboard: Life is a playground or nothing."
-Mr Nobody

Don't make choices

Don't make choices. 
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Let the choices make you...

DROP OUT!

Open youtube on your web browser... watch some Osho talks and find your favorite. Open another tab on youtube search for Helios songs... find your favorite song. Take your favorite Entheogen...


Play both at the same time... 


DROP OUT!

Everyone Is Right In Their Point Of View

Just because I am determined to be a determinist in this phase of my life doesn't mean free-will is an illusion.


Just because I am determined to be able to prove psychological hedonism does not mean I can disprove psychological altruism.


Just because I believe in something doesn't mean other things are wrong...


Actually... I believe everyone is right in their own point of view. 
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EXCEPT FUCKIN AUTHORITIES! 

On Super Hedonism (Part 1)

The whole Guatama style recipe for peace of mind, bliss or happiness is to eliminate all desires :

According to them to eliminate all desires one must desire to have no desires

(Obviously Mr Guatama was either gay or a drug abuser!)

Since we overuse our linguistic centers in the second millennia we call happiness many things; Yet it's only on the surface, deep inside we all crave for reaching a state of non-craving or to get rid of the dysphoria (psychological and physiological) for our true nature (higher self, god consciousness, super omniversal collective consciousness! :) ) to come to surface 

We call this ultimate happiness many things : Unio Mystica, Becoming one with god, Dying before Death, Bliss, Enlightenment, Hagh, Constant Orgasm, Taking The The Holy Acid, Simple Happiness…. or even Buying that house/car/computer…etc you always wanted.

YES, even desiring material things springs out of our natural tendency to avoid dysphoria and be euphoric 

And no desire is not the equivalent of suffering, on the contrary of what buddha actually said I believe desire is a consequence of suffering.

In more mathematical terms :

Desire ≠ Dysphoria

Dysphoria (wether psychological or physiological) causes Desiring (the object or subject doesn't really matter).

Dysphoria can come in many forms and in different quantities (forgive my weak english grammar + perfectionist style of writing).

So does reaching a state of non-craving cure all the dysphoria we go through?

Sorry, the answer is no. but if you ever taken ecstasy (MDMA) … reaching that state is like ecstasy thousandfold…!!! (Yes, I had a glimpse for whatever reason I'm not aware of)

Now if you have a disorder that causes a shitload of pain and suffering, reaching that state relieves 99% of it… that is exactly why when going through horrible diseases, most of the truly enlightened people on the planet don't/didn't experience much dysphoria and passed away in peace. (George Gurdjieff, Osho, Meher baba and so on) Who knows which one really attained such state but some really show symptoms of extreme euphoria… take a look at Osho's eyes for example : 

(Probably talking about the many uses of the word fuck or some other nonsense humor which for no particular reason makes everyone laugh so hard they bleed from their rectums)

Just look at the happy fucker... god I wish I was there when he was alive :

So this is basically my value system and my ultimate goal and I reached this philosophy on my own experience and not the books that I read or the youtube videos of Eckhart Tolle rambling about non-thinking because as you can see I even disagree with the basic philosophy and techniques of the so called enlightened masters for the man of the second millennia :

(Don't get me wrong, I spent hours watching OSHO talking about random shit with blazing eyes [sometimes even high as fuck] but all he rambles about is meditation and I get there on the next post)

You can call it whatever you like but I like to call it SUPER HEDONISM and the goal BLISS.

How I think it can be achieved? Have I achieved it (obviously by my previous posts you can say I'm god itself reincarnated in human form) ? 

You will know by reading the next post ... 

To be continued… 

Let The Chips Fall Where They May

For me in this phase of my life each time reminded of the fact of my non-existent free will in a mathematical logic oriented view, hard determinism has been an intellectual remedy to my generalized anxiety disorder and my existential anxiety overall...


So......... LET GO




LET THE CHIPS FALL WHERE THEY MAY...

Human Brain : The Trouble Child Of The Universe

What if mind and body are really separate phenomenas?

What if determinism applies to the body but not to the mind?

There are so many evidences pointing to past lives, ESP and such phenomenas that can not exist within the traditional laws of physics and can only exist when quantum randomness is applied to existence (as suggested by really mad quantum physicists) as we know it. can we really continue ignoring these phenomenas?

Can mind ignore the body? 

Can mind ignore the brain?

If they are separate how do they interact?

What if the universe as it is, is really a dualistic phenomena. existence continues on traditional laws of physics but mind affects existence in unpredictable ways? 

If accepting this dualistic view on reality, What if it's all part of a plan to cosmic bliss? 

What if the reality can only exist in duality because god is not really omnipotent and god is universe itself changing when the universe changes gathering knowledge through the minds of people to reach bliss? 

What if mind is god and matter is the devil and they are fighting in an eternal battle which is really unpredictable?

The fact of the matter is that I don't know the answer to any of these questions,

do the answers affect my life? I don't know. 

What do I choose to believe, not based on logic but based on my whole psychological makeup? 

well, I believe in the traditional laws of physics and do not have enough attention span to really analyze quantum mechanics. so I hold my belief that free will is but a figure of speech, a tool for the mind to make sense of gathered information and react in a certain way and also give itself self worth by believing that it affects the universe and is not but a domino falling down on a chain reaction of physical laws. I also believe the mind has the power to defy traditional laws of physics or in other words mind is the anarchist in a world governed by traditional laws, in my view which is mostly intuitional (subjective), the human psyche (conscious or unconscious) blended with high emotional stimulation somehow has the power to bend the rules and fuck with the man (the universe). does it prove free will? no, it simply means the universe is fucking with itself because the universe doesn't need a reason to defy it's own laws or in other words human brain is the trouble child of the universe. 

Human brain is the skinhead anarchist teenager who likes to fuck with his mom and dad (parents signifying universe). but that doesn't separate human brain from the universe because the definition of the universe is large enough to include human brain. 

That's basically my philosophy of existence, life, mind, brain and free will. 

Now when it comes to after life, past lives and so on, I go coocoo because that brings the whole soul thing which doesn't match my version of reality but I have to confess there are so many cases of past lives that we can't just say they all are either lying, imagining things or going crazy. 

So my answer to what happens after death and before birth is : I don't have a fuckin clue. if past lives exist then there is either a very complex set of quantum physical rules that govern the soul or whatever the hell it is that we define consciousness by or god is just fucking with our minds and we are incapable of understanding the true nature of universe through intellect.

Who knows, maybe after a really hardcore peyote or DMT experience in my twenties, I come to a new view over the universe and start having conferences on expanding your mind with peyote but take my advice : throw up your philosophies on a paper or something and leave it at that or don't go there at all.

Go have sex, eat a nice meal, have a walk in the woods, fall in love, have a mystical experience with an entheogen or whatever the hell you enjoy because once you enter the dimension of intellectualism, you encounter paradoxes that baffle all physicists and mathematicians. and because of those paradoxes you start seeing all the imperfections in the world and end up like fuckin Nietzsche losing all the little joys unless you're really the chill type who can spend hours reading the holographic universe and still have a good night sleep without any paradoxes bugging your mind. Being the wondering child (you can call it the blissful ignorant) is my drug of choice, most of the things you read here is what I throw up at my spare time and do not affect my life in major ways so don't get into it if don't wanna play with fire.